HOW WE REALLY FEEL DEEP
DOWN INSIDE, ‘TIL WE DON’T
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One tries to see what the blind see within perpetual darkness, daily 24/7/365 ala Gods
No other way to explain the genetic mutation or the accidental loss of cones and rods
No smoke, no fire, no bones to pick with anyone but your own dumb luck, on to fight
You all get what you came for, you wanted to live no matter what, without the insight.
Beer and wine not to mention the spirits that got a bit better than formaldehyde brew
Didn’t have to go to the end of the line, end your life for a drink and an ace you drew
Why an ace would be the harbinger of the fate you met, nobody cares, it’s all over now
Tears fall from your eyes and from the whole planet’s melted snow & ice, lips just blow.
Hair for some reason, bare skin for some reason, it’s all there is everywhere in the cakes
Baked solar systems & galaxies impossible to fathom, yet we all name the unknown fakes
Hard or soft rocks left over from the big bang or whatever you call that came of a job blow
Mud, blood, tears followed behind until the final curtain call, one more bow for the bravo.
Bear in mind that from one cell, then two, four, eight etcetera ad infinitum, is all you & I are
All I am is identical to all you are, believer or not, you could be a moron and it’s not that far
From the origin & final destination of the presence of your imaginary spirit/soul, roll caravan
To a promised land never really promised at all, just imagined to be true, based on a 1st Man!
From a Tower of Babel, we’ve come to find that we cannot leave Earth without a Space-X ship
It’s Time for Space to expose the infinite ends that can only be fathomed by All That I Am, skip
Without a beat, there’s no rhythm & rockin’ to keep the bones swayin’ to the mother of us all
Effulgence of some plasmatic waves of photons & tachyons that burn so we can groove this ball.
Fear to monger but it will all dissolve because it is magnetically attracted to mighty original sin
Worlds of babbling apes in layers like an idiot dagwood sandwich, every type of eats in a skin
In no uncertain terms, it’s the principle of the thing itself, not the appearance but where it’s at
No clue on the actual Truth about preexistence anywhere in cyberspace, I guess it’s all bull scat.
Love and the lack of it seems to be a whole lot of guesses about why animals date and mate
Thrust by chemical reactions of RNA hormones to create something from an ad infinitum rate
A plethora of plasma, contracting and expanding, hoping to become all too human very soon
Missing the point if you don’t follow the bouncing ball, the writing is on the wall, phuqin goon!
Built up for the breakdown for no reason other than it’s the only way it can be, all the way it is
Talking but nobody hears a word being said by anyone in any language of the Babblers who fish
In the rivers & seas without the lures or the bait, the herd starves from a lack of death to bite
Praying on knees with eyes closed, heads in hands, bowing down to an invisible power, we fight.
Rigor mortis wins the battle, you won’t think about it long, just a second out of the century too
Some more bitten and others a score less bitten, everyone becomes just a bite out the blue, pal
You don’t see it comin’ because if you did you’d avoid the trip on death, invisible, inevitable too
Hot water & frozen in a New York minute, how the End of the World annihilates it, witch’s brew.
Hard liquor and soft heads endure the survival of the most fit, their mothers protected the sorry
Which all of them were and will be until the end of Time, theirs & all Time in general, hare kari
Beams shining into the deep, dark hole that has no atoms to burn, absorbed into a voided blue
On the one hand, you’ve got the upper hand & on the other well, the others just hand it to you.
Pressure implodes into the Singularity, memories purged out of mind, essence preceding existence
Creeds of breeds all full of mythological pretensions, imagined by pre-educated mystic psychics
Honed skills to persuade the apprentice of Nothing’s presence everywhere, to make it a live pal
Nobody else will be up to the challenge, elevation out of ignorance to Nirvana, joker’s siIdekicks.
Illusionary before your time, just in time before you run out of time, as all-time permits us all
In Space on Earth, beginning long after the Earth began its 1st revolution around a new Zen scree
In Time on Earth, above & beyond the stratosphere far away from the Now, a death recalls
Here and now before we’re tagged for being a herbivore or carnivore, a guilty pleasure reverie.
Hot keys to open the war locks and to release the hounds, a criminal of epic proportions too
High time you’ve realized that this reality is all smoke mirrors, all sergeants & officers can do
Anything a mind can conjure will manifest functions of one to ten, bring a knife to a gunfight
You stop the whole shebang because you can, it’s your party of One, grind is on the far right.
Jewels’ ice, rubies, emeralds, topaz & sapphire rocks left over from the big bang particles
Part baby and part old man, the infant speaks with logic and reason without pretension shills
Halting the doubting is therapeutic and if done sufficiently efficiently, succeeds in its function
Blind faith relieves the anxiety of not knowing the unknown and fearing it as if a boogie gun.
Planets don’t matter in the long run, the universe is in retrograde of a Big Bang onto a Peep
Nobody will hear it, everybody will enter the twilight zone without a map, no going to sleep
It’s forever and a day, given the rest of eternity to skip to whichever beat is louder than Word
Slips out a subtle form, as a joke, conundrum of a riddle, deep inside, it’s all about big bird.
If you don’t ask me questions then I won’t tell you any lies, it’s the thing I prove, Nothing’s true
Bring me the truths you’ve been told & have blind faith in, I’ll show you a narrow path to roll
Upon the killing & regenerating from graft, the ends still remain sacrosanct, no mother, no Man
Orphans have them, privileged sons & daughters of holy and it’s opposite, unholy boogeyman.
In search of the miraculous took so long, infinity turned into the past, present & future at once
Imagine when pure light diminishes as the burning fire turns into cinders, kicker never punts
It’s a fake & a pitch out to the tailback who passes 70 yards downfield for a win, point spread
Bet wins the kit n’ kaboodle, 5,000 on a sign so you let it ride another time, lost, you’re dead.
You’ve been punched in the face before, if not you’re missing out on the surprise of flying stars
Maybe on the way down to the ground as you fall like a chopped down redwood, you blackout
When you awaken, you missed the ambulance ride & your miracle comeback from a death trap
God was in my ambulance, drivin’ through town like there was no tomorrow, you sat on my lap.
History from day one to the day after I die is not written down, hence it will be a sad numbing
A cipher-coded pseudo-science applied the astrophysics to a triple helix reverse ding-a-ling
Skeletons left over from the holocaust of neutrons cancelling out fool’s gold ore, bitcoin chit
Betting the future will produce a profit rather than a deficit for the ledger, words up, phuq it!
Just wanted you to know everything you’d always wondered about, what makes y'all tick tock
Heads to toes, everybody’s the same but different in some idiosyncratic malfunction, stuck
Artistically formed & isolated from the Truth for a reason, it’s too good to be true, the lowdown
Project the holy hole, black or white, yin or yang, self-defense with no alibi, hold my old crown.
by
r j j stephan, i
c. VETERANS’ DAY 11-11-MMXXV Anno Domini @ 711 PMPST
F I N I S
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