#OneHeartbeatAtATime #YOU were missing, INDEED! Twenty-First . . . the day I turned 21, I was living on a nuclear missile base defending America's gene pool of heretics & miscreants from six other continents & a #ThirdWorld that doubles extinction probability

END OF THE STORY’S EPILOGUE, GREED FOR GRIEF & FOUR GRAND A PIECE

I got around the blocks back in the day, with or without you or The Fever, so

To be with you and me in the Space of Time, same place, one sane moment

Leftover hot or frozen-stiff cold means nothing to Nothing, odd as an android

All or none of the atoms, electrons, ionic blood of the empty, divine vast Void.

Drivin’ in my car, turned on the radio, pulled her so close, her mama said no

For once, we kissed and the fire lit up the whole seat, I fell down & got rolled

I can still feel the hold on me, grip can’t ever let go, stuck in your bones & soul

Five and ten will get you twenty, sawbuck, fin, single hundred pennies of gold.

Beat and fondled as if that’s what the flesh & bones need but that’s fallacious

An argument that follows the false premises to the incomprehensible star dust

Came alive for no reason other than spontaneous combustion, pressure cooked

Merged the many into the One, for the first and final time, a king gets rooked.

Little queens of black & white, generations of germs lost in the fairy dust dream

Mothers of all the bombs blown to smithereens or imploded into the finale cream

Unshaved hair overgrown into the coats of arms and legs that move to unmoved

All of y’all hot rods, dead & gone down under or smokin’ above, at One, grooved.

Inside of the pen, pencil or keystroking electric or manual, it’s all comin’ out

Of me & the rest of the all too humane bucket of spittle from the gods’ child

You made the first move because I let it be that way, my move was silence

As if I didn’t care, yet it was opposite, fell in love at first sight of your glance.

By the by, however, you forgot about my present of my presence, to be fair

I forgot about your presence, I appeared to become a jerk-offspring’s long hair

Parted grey hairs down the middle, transistor radio to ears on a mission to die

To be honest, everything that’s true someday becomes the false-truth, hot lie.

Shaved clean, slicked the skin for the soothing feeling of mending deep cuts

From the razor’s edge one becomes two or more pieces of the whole shebang

Everybody is all in, nobody gets out alive, not even One savior of the sin song

Surfin’ curls, ocean’s comin’ to be beached, gas H2O played well, right’s wrong!

Caught you in a closet before you knew I cared; I didn’t know you cared for me

As if I knew you forever, saw my soul merge into the drift of spirit allowed, to be

Or not to be, that was the questionable conundrum for my young, astute anima

Model imbibed; a doughboy begotten of Popeye & Sicilian princess of Chitown.

Fried or burnt upon a spit barbie, the dead meat seasoned tastes better salted

Garnished in the selected dry & ground Earth-growth, it sustains the inner bread

Before the sweet & sour bitter ends of this dream within a dream, woke awaken

Justify the con games with reasons for your selfish selflessness thru thick & thin.

by

r j j  stephan, I  

c.  Janvier XXIst, MMXXIII Anno Domini @ 222 PMPST

{Concocted while jammin’ to @Bruce_Springsteen https://youtu.be/UBtEOS_8BEM }

F I N I S#

W.W.A.R.D.?

#ICameForYou

#Mishandled #OldMenPayNoAttentionToChinaman #SNL #Corvette2024 @GovtMule #KungFuHustle

IN A MANNER OF SPEAKING, MY MOTHER WAS SO HORNY

Fabulous to be alive when you’ve escaped the End multiple times, scats caller

Some get the message, others have no idea there’s even a message out the sky

Cooperate with the dysfunctional, gone far away or coming back from FUBAR

A cluster of photons in subatomic form can’t be seen by the naked human eye.

Secret security package can’t be opened until a fail-safe protocol kicks off doom

It will come and go before anyone knows it, no time to reminders or dig a tomb

Humming on the nerves connecting to the libido, there’s a question with no mark

Beans grown under the dirty ground from a wet seed of DNA, a walk in the park.

No reason or rational thoughts to enhance the unacceptable conclusion of doom

It’s comin’ like it or not, it’s a put-on by powers that will never be, not in this room

Out of nowhere, anywhere you can see, hear, smell, taste of feeling so cold or old

Brief or extending moments on the Timeline of your conception and ashes, Cold.

Getting off or on a yacht ship to sail the sea requires no fear of uncontrolled glee

Yet with the glee overflowing, all reasonable fear dissolves into the Void of To Be

Digitized the film, the video, the super8, now we have my life squeezed into a jar

We’re over here and now, we won’t be and will never be again, gone way too far.

Shaped like a bell that will never ring, no ding or dong for one or twelve bongs

Time in Space above the grounded graves that secure the ends of love songs

Nuts ground into DNA, seeds in berries on bushes, fruits budding on all trees

Woke up out of a safe and sound sleep, unconscious as if I were dead, please!

Knocked out feels the same, no dream to recollect, it’s all a put-on for the holy

Officers of the ethical morality of those who possess no little capacity for folly

Genius is proof that there’s no exception to the rules, five or ten or just the Two

To do unto others as you’d have them do unto you, golden rule of the Goo Goo.

by

r j j stephan, i

c. Janvier XXth, MMXXIII @ 1111 AMPST

{ Gashed this slice of life from the Emptiness’ bright stars this AM while jammin’ to #IslandExodus by @GovernmentMule link YouTube @https://t.co/70YBOByioj }

F I N I S

W.W.A.R.D.?

#FlowUninterrupted #UnholyTrinityQuadrophonicTemptations #ORDERinCHAOS #PlasticHomonidsWelcome

CANINE’S 'RE MINE, WALKIN’ THE DOGS *

This will hurt me more than it will hurt you but it’s sufficient & necessary for The Ends

Finally there’s something to think and talk about by the time you go to sleep at night

All day long with eyes wide open, energy consumed and lost into the ecosphere, Spaced

Who recollects fission or fusion of atoms @SomedayWellKnow, they said, @BookFaced.

It’s not for me to say, it’s not for you to know, just for me to know & you to find out

About the whole Truth and Nothing but the Truth, so help your atheist divinity shout

Too much and too hard to handle with your mothers and sisters present and past now

Genius of your Ma & Pa but maybe not, you may be a self-imposed bootstrapped cow.

No bulls come strapped, just pointed horns to jib-jab the godfather of the #Twitters

Every moment 24/7/365 you gotta wait for that leap year, every four spinnin’ years

Around in an elliptical circle, a crushed loop of gravitational collapse into a black hole

It ain’t our faults that’s happened or is happening but we’re a mere half of a whole.

Kings who sired the princes and princesses with the queens of the fast food franchise

It’s a feast of breaking a fast, dinner also lunch and supper, escape from the bum lice

Comin’ in and out of consciousness, a crashed flight back to the Unmoved Mover again

Beginning as if there’s no tomorrow or today, never a yesterday for the mortal within

Call them the Bigs when they’re actually the mutational collapse of the genome’s rosary

Prayers on beads ad infinitum as if repeating an error will cause a return of the glory

Your parents, dead or alive, known or unknown, are responsible as theirs were, for you

Y’all are in #AI #Twitter struggle-fight for air above liquid, below Space #Word #Blue.

I went all alone to the store and bought everything to charge a plastic turning debit card

Lightening striking the log’s rhythm and making Time stop for less than a huff and a puff

Blown minds and two of the little pigs’ shacks, the spit and polish just weren’t the tickets

To be or not to be in a wolf’s world that is all about the stalking order of predating pets.

Now you know what I tried to advise you was the Truth, you’re a pawn on the chess board

Nothing you can do other than to survive on the good, the bad and the crimson red horde

Super-duper or a greaser in the dystopian ‘hood on the near northwest side of the glitter

Of the Great Lake leftover from the Cambrian era of Earth’s state of star orbit of fear.

Red lights on until the ultraviolet, deep purple magic fills the atmospheric plethora again

Every breath she takes, every move she makes, I watch her like the @Police of a demon

All power to move whatever produces Presence into my path, it ain’t my fault it’s on skids

It took two to tango on boiled oceans, immaculate conception’s coVid19 test of androids.

Here’s filthy dirt, the remains of the Big Bang that came before your mind’s afterbirth

Hills and empty-void holes, empty or full, you’ll die if you’re alive, here at one on Earth

All you’ll know is an epistemological uncertainty, all they got, all they gave in a lion den

Studied the reason for the First Cause of a divine myriad of effects, low, high, all ZEN.

by

rjjstephan, I

c.  Jeudi, Janvier XIXth, MMXXIII Anno Domini @ 0606 AMPST

F I N I S
W.W.A.R.D?

*Mutilated linguistic certainty listenin’ to #LoanMeADime @BozScaggs on youTube link @ https://youtu.be/-RTh5t8yEqI

NO OTHER

@CasaNoble @CarlosSantana

#WAR #KobeBryant & #HighScorerOfTheWorld #SocratesSorcery & #MothersOfInvention @Frank_Zappa

I CELEBRATE CRAZY MOTHERS

Some of the time, you and I see the truth about the lies and sometimes we don’t, it’s all #crape

Common among the denominators are the dominators of the numerators, drunk upon a grape

My whines are under the influence when the mind and brain are one in a jumbled gobbly gook

What’s your pleasure when you’re cold, tired and have nowhere on Earth to call a safe ol’ rock.

Settle for the settlers instead of the gypsy vagabonds who wonder what your pleasure is, a mark

Upon your forehead & your kins unborn, unfertilized eggs, some to be & some not to be a quark

Full of the refused consummation, as it tends to be the only way to survive on a planet’s star dirt

Any other way to be is only NOT to be and that unacceptable sentence to death won’t even hurt.

Morals of the ethical mortals who came and died here left nothing but a fallacious legacy of Eve

First woman made all of the rules, the commandments of dedication to the futile resistance age

Party until you drop, some took it literally without a reprieve, what’s your pleasure? Al’s ways!

My pop & my brother, my grandfather all on the clock, all night, every revolution’s spin of days.

Hearts open and bleeding from the gash left from the battles and wars between God’s states

Divided and conquered without a chance to reorganize into the taking of the crown’s 1st dates

Party was, is and will always be here with the laughter and the good times, it’s spirits, it’s puffs

Everything before the final gasp, man, woman, talkin’ to you, lingo-translate this, off yo’ duffs!

Party for the nuns and the priests who celebrate the unknown one, above and below the Earth

Reach out further than our sun, the closest star outside of our atmosphere, too far, a light year

More for the trips you go on between episodes of dead-head sleep, no dreams, no true or false

Brewed hops’ water and spoiled vino from the grapes of the laughing thorns, high in beer halls.

Here’s my pleasure, all six senses means sight, sound, smell, taste & good, bad & ugly MFrs

You know I use the language to celebrate the commerce of a dead star’s leftover animation

All we are, all that this is, all everything will ever be is a philosopher’s stone, two rivers’ sins

It ain’t my fault we’re here & now, grow up, have good times, a posted mortem recollection.

How much luck must one have to have become a man, alive in the roaring 2020’s, party One

All of the many outside of the field of dreams cannot be seen, heard, tasted or felt, stink son

Body of odor from gases mixed in a mobile germ unit, all too human like a Fred Nietzsche, Be

Or not in an amoeba, paramecium or euglena in which matter is the energy at One Space Sea.

Forms are the shapes that the billionaire's’ Take once the cells are organized organically eggs

Perchance a boy grew into a man, he saw the party of insanity runnin’ the show of the Borgs

They observed and obeyed the prime directive, bow to the supreme being of Force, nut mama

Came from nuts of the tree of knowledge, wisdom of good & evil, also known as blinded papa.

No god in it’s right mind would create something only to abandon it to the evil-live Twi-night

But wait, it’s a test to see if you’re worthy of the Truth, will you bow down, genuflect insight

Good night spin, long day without a shot of gin to my deep chagrin, won’t be long now again

Rebound until the final score shows the number one winner & number two loser, violet skin.

Through the invisible gate to never-never land, Al or Alice got the job done, at one break blow

Glass ceilings shattered everywhere in every abode above and below the earth with E.A. Poe

Dangerous arms, what It’s all about, initiation of fission-fusion anti-missile fun-kin’s jizz-jazz

Basic Euglena mothers, disintegration, annihilated nucleolus’ split neutronic sun, sons of gas.

by

rjjstephan, I

c. Mardi, Janvier XVIIth, MMXXIII Anno Domini @ 0559 AMPST

F I N I S

W.W.A.R.D?

{Mutilated the language above this AM while listenin’ to #LoanMeADime @BozScaggs on youTube link @ https://youtu.be/-RTh5t8yEqI}

#SunnySonny Thanks for the memories POP!

SHIELDS AIN’T HIGH ENOUGH TO PROTECT THE BROKE & THE WOKE

The fate of the Earth, the population of people, places and things, all of the nouns

Everything that begins with a Big Bang or an electronic proton producing neutron

Calls to arms and legs regardless of the software used for thought processing an Id

An ego of the imagination that cannot go in or out, neither back nor forth, po’ kid!

Luck of the draw after the deck of cards get shuffled into a random deal of hands

To win or lose, to live or to die is all there is on the mounds of dirty deeds, so cheap

Everyone gets one at birth, a cry of the wild baby that can’t stand the light of a day

Brighter than the darkness of the womb of woman, a human all too human I do say.

I need a Mulligan now, actually my great, great, great grand dad was One, a Magee

I had a line on the blood but it’s diluted with the Minion’s invasion, skull & bone key

Possible that you will dream forever or that you’ve never dreamed at all, sadly true

Not my idea, just a deduction from the inductions, assumptions blind, faithful blue.

Apes, repeating the seen and heard as if it’s more than pretenders pretending Sin

As if there’s a higher power or being than this lump of rock & destitute gold dust

Come on man! Mothers are the women, they gave us this, it ain’t my fault at all

Ma, talkin’ about mine, yours, well adapted & upstanding or sad miscreants’ Fall.

Above and below this LIVE sensation, perception of the happy malice of created stars

Of the Big Bang, unseen, unheard yet evidence remains in stealth, all forever A Bubba

Godsons of the jets’ sons, invisible killers of babies’ fathers & mothers’ eggs flying cars

To arrive with or without you is impossible, what I am is what you are, wait… What the…

Genius or idiotic moron both out of the same gene pool of Deoxyribonucleic acid rain

Came down out of the sky, a leak in the Space & Time vortex, down here to be insane

Like no other, there are no others, I think, therefore nobody else in the system can be

As I live and die, so the whole universe above and below me goes, I care, I’m there, see.

All hands on the decks of cruise ships, battleships, or other floating war & peace funk

There’s War afoot, smelling gunpowder in the wind without a phart fired at the dunes

Ending the beginning in a puff of smoke, not even a word left scratched on stone junk

Mercy to the hybrids, men screwed by divine defeat of alien UFOs in UAPs darkrooms.

Luther was Martin & a king in his own mind, speakin’ in tongues, foreign and domestic

To loathe the fear inside of the psyche, inherited from the guilty and pernicious, all sick

Of bacterial infection, viral multiplication and division of all that blind eyes make scenes

Now and will be forever, a fraction of the whole shebang, atomic gas blown smithereens.

Tell mama, tell Bob, nobody cares about the issue you’ve discovered is inhumane or gold

Unless you’re a princess or prince, your place in the order of things is near the Unseen, old

Over the hill in a sense, meaning going uphill is such a great human goal, dreamin’ across

Trembling inside the skin down to the holy bones, unmoved mover in there, up on a cross.

For once or for the last time, either way, it’s all gonna get back to the fundamental thing

Where all of your kin went down when they were done doin’ the thing, all over again too

Like a reincarnation of a po’ boy sandwich you ate every day for 80 years, red-purple blue

Crunched down to a paste I swallowed & shat in the silo of wasted days’ sweet Nothings.

Born free and independent and died indentured and grounded in star dirt, gold dust

Time passed too quickly to recollect the entire sequence from first cry to last right fuss

Around the head to the feet they didn’t snip and cut for the circulation’s soul shining

Out into the dark Outerspace darkness behind our penumbra, bald head’s all singing.

Apes, crying and dying as it’s always been, bury the stench, memories left mutated in

A hodgepodge of abnormal menudo unmixed by mortal bones, founded darkness sin

Obey or disregard the rules devised to blow away your conscious perception of visions

Myopia cut out of the picture, seen everything all eyes have seen, I do run the dozens.

Mercy of the good and the bad on the ugly, it’s all they have for proof of certainty’s ire

Madness that we’re all alone, always were, always will be, illusion to jump the gunfire

Rounds zippin’ by my ears by my hair, heard a zip, I saw the flash, I’m dead & gone son

Didn’t see it comin’ around a corner, it came & went through my soul, Hit me! It’s done!

by
rjjstephan, I
c. Dimanche, Janvier XVth, MMXXIII Anno Domini @ 1010 AMPST

F I N I S
W.W.A.R.D?

{ Mutilated the language above this AM while listenin’ to #LoanMeADime @BozScaggs on youTube link @ https://youtu.be/-RTh5t8yEqI }