TO BE THE GOOD FIRE OR NOT TO BE THE BAD ICE, INFINITE, COLDSOUL OF GOD
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In this quantum field of midsummer-fall dreams, before the deep sleep, original sins
On the back end of easterly south winds, It comes in strong on the nature, being One At one yet still atoning for knowing Nothing as a single soul would, It just never-ends Like it or not, this is not your dream to aw-waken from, you're just one in a million, son
Now or later, you're going to be there underground or ash in an urn, but why delay? To be or not to be was a Shakespearean question for the masses privileged off-spray They even believe with their reinforced blinded faith, they'll live a bit after they all die In Cielo-Nirvana without your 208 bones, brain, mind or memory that you're so high.
Awakened and woke up to the facts of life my father handed me, a son to son lowdown On what it means to be a responsible man when you find that everyone else is a clown It's not their faults, it's the roll of the dice, the way the ball bounces, cards are dealt Divided & separated, random game from start to finish, winner takes all, no harm felt.
Nutjob freak-show movin' the furniture from house to house to live among the innocent Pluto isn't a planet anymore, it's still a cartoon dog from the Mickey Mouse Show stint Too far from us here in Outerpace, easy to see with distorted lenses, all one star's light Onto the black hole we're in & on to the nucleotide acid, it's a bare-knuckled fist fight.
For your love and for your money, I'll make it from the teens to the old gangster role Fabulous and fantastic way to force extinction on the species, chemical interruption Hearts' bleeding & smashed souls' crushed into the Singularity of a holy Black Hole It's Divine, the hope of the faithful, the reality of the Void, ain't yo' mama, my son.
What it is, somebody told me and said I'd forget it immediately, smuggler's blues Little kids driving cars over borders to get NO time in prison, underage bruises Front & rear of your establishment gives you rights to sell & vacate the premises Sinking down with the pink, deep down to the essence of the core, life is a ruse.
Do it yourself or hire an expensive pro, you get your money's worth in spades' sky To write your autobiography or your novel, you must be conceived, be born & died For the love of money, crude oil & gold, digits on a screen, on pieces of paper inked Idiotic morons, imbecilic infidels who appear to be apes without hair, all gonna die.
Either become food for you or any other hungry beast who kills living to eat dead Or else be the best hunter/killer on the range, in the woods or the naked cities head Function of the calculus and a division of the categories to mark the territory turf It's the way to control the masses, government is nice but won't allow us to up-surf.
Hay is for horses, dried up grass starved of moisture, it's dead to keep them alive Burning inside to keep the fire of life movin' the heart & blood, muscles unlucky Fear and loathing make you suffer but it makes you stronger than you would be If you are fearless & love even the despicable, you may not survive the hive.
FOUNDED FATHERS, UNGROUNDED SONS, CHICAGOAN TOPGUNS
If & only if… we can see through the façade, the illusionary ruse, son Then you will see the thing itself as it appears right after the body & mind perish, stand accused Of the innocence of the infants and humanity’s recessive genes of cruel, initiation of extinction Imperfect as empty Space & Center of the universe, what I am is what I am & soon I’ll be dead.
Martyrs and miracles that save their souls from their bodies’ terminal death march, all smoke In the self-reflective mirrors all around each one of us, lookin’ outside is the same as lookin’ in Why you would do that is because y'all hankerin' to feel like an immortal that’s gonna die here Down on the ground of being, this Mother Earth planet, 3rd rock from the Star, my fathers care.
Knowing that wisdom and the ability to formulate deductive arguments is the whole dirty joke That you’re an accident or a purposeful legacy of what is no longer alive anywhere in the poke No pigs, no four or two legged animals, no reptiles or insects, no bacteria & nothing to be viral Except for commands wrote on sheets of stone, pretend it’s a Moses mosaic, @Ai hello, to Hehl.
All in or all out, the matter and energy concepts get analyzed & deductions remain, all about ‘if’ Conditional upon the assumptions of the premises’ truth, Justice, and the all too humane ways Deduce this first, would I lie to you? Have I ever lied to you? Wait, I am gonna lie to you now You are a good human being and you will be rewarded after death with a free ticket to paradise.
Higher than heaven & lower than hell, it’s the joint in the middle of nowhere, kinda of like Earth Without the H2O liquid that makes up 4/5 of the planet’s mass, the rock would look like the dirt No mud, just stone rock that follows an orbital magnetic attraction to a flaming photogenic output If you’re a Singularity, you’ve got the ticket, you’re already gone, already there playin’ the flute.
You know you’re trippin’ when strangers and friends agree that you’re a mean & nasty one Used to be very nice to me, used to be very mean to you, we completed the yang’s yin, son Meant to be or not, fortune applies to the steps your takin’ back & forth to the dreamscape In the bed’s silk sheets, wool blankets to keep the cool & cold blood warm, a leap to escape.
Woke up still dreaming, ain’t wakin’ up anymore, eyes wide open forever & ever, nevermore Crows and magpies got my attention since I’m what scares them crows, don’t speak, my chore Just hangin’ there on a wooden cross of timber, like Jesus only already dead & gone, not god One bunch of bloodless hay inside of the costume humanity left over in a purple BMW hot rod.
Out of the weirdo’s hair and into the jaws of the killer whale, swallowed up in a deep dive Sur Big it was unless you’re a giant thing, mindless or just a creation with a will to survive, the Big Where the land has been blasted by salty waves and whittled into the beginning of the Ends Nowhere but the End to follow the Beginning origin of Air, Water & Rock, it’s a dirty, filthy gig.
Not Pan, the fairy but Peter the giant who towers over nine feet and an inch, too tall to spring On my father’s grave, I swear that my mother’s grave is right next to his, no room, bell will ring Underground in a couple of holy, blessed boxes that you had to pay for before they threw dirt I caught the slung mud, made it into a large chunk of nothing anybody wants, go now, squirt!
Files of the complete show are now deleted and purged from the logs, hard rockin’ on slates Fools rush into caves to commune with the stalactites & stalagmites, like being on blind dates With your sister’s best friend, daughter of your father’s brother from the clan of your wife’s kin Folks know a little and they guess the rest, nothing else you can do about it, just lay back sin.
Imaginary work of the invisible UFO is merely the imaginary phantasm of your mama’s eyes She saw, she forgot about it & remembered the moment before her sudden death higher lies Gentle as the light rain on the hot, tin roof makin’ the noise that kept me awake all night long Honesty is a liar’s way of pretending to be Righteous & Just, as there’s no way, right or wrong.
Dogs growling in your closet but there’s nothing in there, just the growl noise, sounds real dope I assume the ghost of a canine is caught in the hanger area or atop a shelf full of baseball caps Listen slowly instead of quickly, let it sink in so that you’ll ne’er forget the holy communion sin Sorry to have the mortal, original venality of the Free Will, it’s all mine, Undergrounded in vain.
by r j j stephan, i
c. Mardi, June XXVIIth, MMXXIII Anno Domini @911 PMPST {
Fools singin’ as I completed the mission, jammin' to some
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HUMANITY AND THE RUBY RED LIPS OF ENTRY, INTO THE VOID, THE END I knew there would be a time when nothing would make sense before I died, come on cuz, yoyo It's all over, I know the Truth about the final destination of all of y'all, alright, alright, alright lo It's not for me to say or imply that nobody knows anything, maybe a king or high priestess does But probably not in fact, hardly a chance in hell below, where we're all gonna go, that's the buzz.
First class seats on board the first flight out of the stratosphere and back again in a day, I embed Gravity's addiction to Earth's pull, a grave in the ending moment, 100 years & caput, you're dead Not because you hate life but because that's Life, it's what all the people say, chewin' the hot cud Shot down in the days of May, when the Earth begins to tilt toward the hot star, sprouting a bud.
Conditional premises lead to rational deductions which in turn lead to commands, to law of man In order to control the waking hours of the progeny of the poor, the rich and the famous, God ran Away from Earth, from Earth's solar system, the galaxy and the entire universe, God's collapsing But why? Because atoms attract one another and repel one another, in due time's happening.
Scientists blew it & fused it, caused molecular & atmospheric cancer of twilight zone nightmare Coming to Jesus is to collapse an angelic choir from no place at all here or now into a microdot Can't see it with naked eyes but an electron microscope makes it all comprehensible, know a lot Dream is indeed one within another, ad infinitum, no stakes to settle, make mine medium rare.
Being supreme or inferior has nothing to do with the efficacy of abstract thought, ain't no cure What it does have something to do with is a personal identification with a fake driver's licensure Mercury to Pluto our sun's matter scattered 360 degrees around it, zillions of pounds of TNT boom All are out and the story is told and climaxed, human nature remains, high me, tokin' in the room.
by r j j stephan, i c. Jeudi, July 22nd, 2021 Anno Domini @ 10:10 PMPST { Cracked out of my split brain while listenin' to #TheFiveRootRacesOfMankind on youTube link @ https://youtu.be/uZ6ygwavlHY } <3 <3 <3