Full of Excretion, wasted good taste & evil eyes of unholy, innocent kissin’ cousins
None of them at fault for their actions, yet they’re all sorry, feelin’ guilt for senses
Inherited from the faux elders they came from both body & psycho-social bones
Most of us get a complement of bad advice from the mean & nasty predecessors.
On a freight train chuggin’ ahead or just climbin’ a high mountain to jump off of too
In a dream or in reality, you & I can both see what happened when you lost the crew
Of men & mice that populated the empty space that told you what you already knew
That you’re a tool, lucky to be for a minute, a century, more or less, A Bubble of blue.
Pickled the existence memory with writing on the cave’s inner walls that nobody sees
Blinded by seeing so many rainbows up in the sky, never could find the pot of gold ore
Amazing though it is, just refraction of sunlight, burning gas effulgence reached in & out
At the end of the road’s path, well-traveled gone downwind & back uphill, like Sisyphus.
Screamin’ of this daydream’s night’s mare is only a figment of a sleeping giant’s reverie, gods
Left this for you & I to recollect the actually emptiness of everything but Life on Earth, hotrods
All ’57 chevies or ’24 Tesla gone country, city, jetsons up above and below the whole shebang
Wavelengths and frequencies of the sights and sounds I recommend, I came, I saw, I got hung.
I didn’t end anyone’s life, I ended everything from quarks to electrons, neutrons, protons & star
This solar system was a whim of the thought I had before my Ma & Pa punched my ticket so far
When & if One is one and the same as the One always was and always will be in retrograde sin
Of fathers, sons and holy ghosts they came from, reason, logic, rational stench of lies & yo’ kin.
Not your fault but it’s your fate, you’ve no free will nor choice in the material world flim flam
Quantum leapin’ now, get ready to unload your guilty insanity for a striking-war of god-elves
Comin’ right out of left-center field, that cow’s hide was flyin’ over the fence for atomic fields
Energy becomes what it’s always been, neither creatable nor destroyable, I think, ergo, I AM.
Creeps you know or will know sooner or later, they run the backstreets and garbage alleys too
Known felons released from the locked up cells of rats who got dirty & hosed off in a cesspool
If not six feet down in a hole, above & below the air’s forces of gravity & power in cosmic soup
As you know, you’ll never forget the Truth, Time temporary, Space infinite, now wake the Fup!
I got some of your ol’ Bakersfield, where all of the gold got melted down into changed bitcoin
Honoring god foremothers’ charming allure, against ALL free wills, bore the all too human, son
Into the ground of being here and now, with or without the blinded faith of the savior genes
DNA & RNA from UFOs of interstellar cosmic debris, Nothing you can do, It Is Already Done!
Grips on the groping and skinless bones preachin’ out from the decrepit apes and their chimps
Runnin’ the dozens or just quippin’ with the brothers and sisters from other mothers, kid pimps
All that smell goin’ in and out of the ‘hood’s bowery and those dark shadows of the ol’ chumps
Not their fault that their related to the lucky to be here, should have been extinct, #2 dumps.
Loose stools and bloody runs of the ecstasy that stinks of taboo perfume, only God can handle
Created for us all to govern our behavior, remaining free & out of gaol, prison or a farmer’s dell
Pork & beans sustain your blood, muscles & brain function, you need the holy water too, Dew
On the way to the end of the line, it’s straight ahead, eyes are open, blinkin’ #182 times, Boo!
by r j j stephan, i
c. Freezember XXXth, MMXXII Anno Domini @ 911 AMPST
{Pricked from & evergreens & pine we chopped down to make the Housing & Urban Development & lust for rich man’s gold, jammin’ to @LynyrdSkynyrd L I V E concert AT the @GreekTheaterLA link @ https://youtu.be/gwkkJEyrNiE }
As I came down mountains from the hills and valleys, fell down in the open sea oil slick
Funk and the waggin' waves pulled me down to Davey Jones Locker, likity splittin' fool
I am and was what I've always been, a human, just all too human like the ret of the pool
Of mens and mice DNA genes, moved from vermin to human in a quick tick of the Dick.
But you know, the injection is only the tool, the essence of the effulgence is what I am now
Like my father and grandfathers before him, we all got the 'thing' that every other guy blow
Yeah, the horns, the pipes, brass and woodwind all meld in the mind's eye of Eve, all insane
Set the soul free from paradise granted as freedom from woes & suffering's full body pain.
Are you all in or runnin' for the EXIT sign above the back door, there's a fire in a holy hole
Glory of the sun when you punch through the natal barrier, your mother's belly of baby jello
Ready to mold like clay to the gods, dead dirt embodied with the spirits of Los Angeles' gato
Buns straight up from ground zero to an 8 mile high club, orgasm up 32,000 feet, God ghetto.
Fit for a byte, adding up to the Ends you knew you'd get to, inevitably yours in a NY minute
Just sayin' words to get a rise out of the peanut gallery of humanity's guns, bullet mouth shut
Infinity's machine gun rounds from a gallery of gangsters, white blood cell humanity shogun
Bums ain't bums and junkies ain't junkies, they're all too human humanity just out for the fun.
Girls grown to the women who rule half of the things but not the OTHER half, can't be done
Wild as the nightmare out of your personal control, it does what it does inside of me, no pun
Took the Truth away into the jungle's density, like the humans I know, too dense to replicate
Dust & the split stones that remain from Big Bangs or White Dwarves in retrofit, Eve's fate.
A day after you die just like the day before you get conceived is One & the same, finale, End
Merged by force past the barrier to extend Time that extinction comes to claim a gumbo filet
Yeah, the spirit right there, that soul, thing itself, it's all in or it's all out, no other hand to play
Jackpot to the winner, was winning before I lost, then I forgot and repeated the fool's errand.
Failure to succeed, failure to launch the rocket ship's payload into the emptiness of the OUT
It is what it is, you know, no words for that out there, enjoy the voyage, sails up boom scout
Lookin' for blowin' wind to take me across the sea to the other side where it hurts in gaols
Cookin' over the open fire or with has heat gets the dead meat and plants hot as fired pistolz.
Shadow banning the thing @Twitter can allow into the solar system's evolution, a circle jerk
Standing around in an ecliptic, rolling around the 93 million mile way star of David or Debb
Already gone, way far gone down the road, nothing left up in the air, it all went downriver ebb
Where wise men fear to go without being armed to the teeth, blade-bullet, peace of mind quirk.
Fire & water in the belly of the beast, an infinite burst of neutrino-blown out atoms of Helium
Drunk & higher than a box kite, just to calm down the beast who despises being One of Them
All too human humanity, to be or not to be, valid question with one caveat, it's all 'bout the Best
There's no alternative, it's not about anyone else, just you & your life, runnin' until Peace's rest.
by
r j j stephan, i
c. Freezember XXVIIth, MMXXII Anno Domini @ 444 AMPST
F I N I S
W.W.A.R.D.
{ Gods ain't watchin us, maybe aliens of other stars, maybe not, we may be all alone
in Space and Time, the place to be here, now, music, song, gave the DOG a skinny bone while jammin' to what hurts my eyes, The Light ... remember #MyMaria, jammin' with @BWStephenson link @ https://youtu.be/mAQlg2qSR2w }
DOG STAR YOU WILL FAIL, ALL SYSTEMS ARE GO, ERGO, STAY HIGH
Filling up on the Ethyl or the premium processed Earth fuel, dinasaur ooze
Buns' dough rolled and in the oven, risin' with the heat of the twilight boozer
Buds and smoke are down with the alien bunch of orphans, made by no gods
Above and below it's precisely the identical way that it's always been since God.
Oneness is the next step off of the cliff of duality, it's no good, it's not evil, It Is
Just that, nothing more nor less than the whole shebang of atomic fizzle & pizz
No man can live alone, no man can take life for granted, you're here, then OUT
Of this world's paradise or hell in the mind of porcelin crap, trippin' on doubt.
A herd of things, four or two legged, all too divine for me to conclude the Tree
Of Being and Nothingness, married to philosophers is not recommended to be
Fair or not, it is the way that it is, being here or there or who you are to be fair
It's the creation's fault for being generated from scratch, black hole angel hair.
Muffled your voice, strangled your throat's ability to move in and out of caves
Two to begin with, small and out of sight, the key is for mama to nurture knaves
Sensitive kind of woman nurtures the impossible until it's overwealming to gods
Then and only then, removal of the soreness requires surgery and so I cut Bloods.
Cryptocurrency's a method of One gang of Crypts who ate the Kryptonite at 2:30
Found on the road dead as roadkill, still kept movin' on, as if no need for mournin'
Stared at the headlights to long while crossin' the road, to see what that is, waitin'
For the weight of the TNT to drop a dime, it's all in the mind, even the Earth dirty!
Here now, there then and other nouns and verbs, subjected to foreign object UFOs
Bums, junkies all resulted from the original conception of mankind, 30 jacks' blows
Until the nine month burst becomes the next time God tries to stay alive forever, Ho
Never happens that way, vain hope remains, set to go, hair trigger's deep .457 hole.
In a gunfight with a knife, you can't dodge the bullets forever, they're fast as Hell
It's nothing you'll see, ask the assasinated happy leaders and fathers of gold mines
Amazed to see the Life pass quickly ahead of your mind, birth to the resting place
Of death's stench of human flesh, called yourself, stinks, stank & stunk up Space.
Lonesome space in Space is right here where I am, you'll never know it, I'm gone
As if I never came or made an impression on culture's exchange of a King's pawn
Cancelled out my culture, played with my mind until I found out the fool's Rules
Believe the Word, Know Nothing, Be the Ball, Believe in yourself, Golden Dawn!
Boredom gets you here and now with a high interest rate over 10% to payback
Mind games to play with the Origin, unseen between dot matrix skies of black
In between the astronomical distance between this dirty world, there's a Void
Man's bones-mind goes there after death, this Is 'The Ride' God, a humanoid!
by
r j j stephan, I
c. Freezember XXVIth, MMXXII Anno Domini @ 555 AMPST
{ Dog's Star in a manger, drafted in dark room eatin' Humble Pie, in a straight jacket, ready to tow-away & put in a dark cell without light of day, strokin' a battle axe in utero, jammin' to @VanMorrison #SometimesWeCry ... just a kid in an infinite loop,
@ https://youtu.be/LqkrGPEdt34 & #RoughGodGoesRidin' link @ https://youtu.be/yYTm4Ajm6BE }