TRIPPIN’ BIG TIME, WORD UP
Look deep into my eyes for now, neither your crew nor my one & only mark the spots
To be here, there or anywhere in the middle of your hodge podge menudo strung out
On bags of glue to sniff, dust of flowers & their plants, fermented or from Barney’s still
Hold up your hands above your head as if you think there’s power above you, Big Chill.
Space between us and the next thing itself is infinite and non-existent to the mind’s eyes
Inside of your head, deep in your bone marrow’s DNA/RNA complex, there’s an ape within
You don’t know it & can’t sense it, no insight about it, no way to be or not to be over here
Of the authority of vermin and human, eaters of the planet’s mud, drinkers of blood & beer.
Forgot about it, once or twice recollected the memory of what happened prebirth, a shot
Inside of the vacuum of a dark, wet prison cell, safe from the world of lines and a polka dot
Trigonometric triangles of inequality, being either more or less but never as it was, as a One
Series of alpha-numeric scribble on cave walls or parchment scroll, wasted internet sub-fun.
I got you and the rest of the whole shebang under my skin, it’s this small capsule of grit
Left over from my ancestral heritage, all random collisions of love & force of orgasmic chit
Bang for the buck understood as the value of your gold being equal to what you get back
Income accounts payable, you get out free, nobody gets out of life alive, not even a hack.
Computers or nothing but a pencil & paper to figure out problems everywhere you look
Taken away by the angels that nobody ever sees comin’ or goin’, it’s a mythological crook
Trying to steal your freedom to walk upon the compound dust thrust from the sunny star
Mi amigas, Tequila Margaritas in Shambala, headed there all along, now it’s way too far.
Gypsies workin’ miracles with magic potions and prophetic guesses about the obvious art
Of War & Peace upon stardust mysteries underfoot, can’t get up and over it, from the start
Jump, excited my atomic substance into nowhere I can ever return to, gotta go without soul
Nobody lives without a soul, you die like your kinfolk & descended scrotum seed, egg’s foal.
Powerful & powerless, songs sung and can’t be comprehended by the language of Tongue
Plugs spark to burn the chaffe unconsumable soul, holy God’s forsaken dream of the Dung
Buns to cove the raw meat, burnt meat or soy bean feet to avoid the starvation bell ring
To be hungry, so human, y’all gotta be stillborn-starlight, annihilation all by Itself, Nothing.
by
r j j stephan, i
c. 3-18-1971 (I know it’s 2023!)
This, One Day I got lost on the road to Shambala!
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