I Feel Nothing Like This At All
*tweets*
Goddess damn the mothers of the fathers who trespass amongst us, gravity collapses it
Into the black hole that has always been ready to consume everything in subatomic split
Playin’ juice harps and banjos to disguise your sound of silence, music to divinity’s ears
Which is the correct path to the final ending of the epic saga, my life, yours too, 96 tears.
Before the last four tears, you cease and desist the motion of the ocean, stagnated hole
Just 96 are allowed to crying babies who come out of the darkness, bloody money rolled
Into mothers we inject the Truth & Understanding only to be wasted & annihilated to be
Like every other thing that ever lived on Earth, they all died, we’re gonna die out at sea.
Annihilated it all before Time and Space manufactured DNA & RNA, the gods created God
God X created it, Nothing, whatever Ego & Id may be, we all get the death penalty, hotrod
Nevertheless, even though it’s all set in stone, our tombstones reflect an innocence of it all
Nevermore, nevertheless, it’s the way it is, the way it has always been, my way or highway.
Peering deeply into a vortex of holy water, blessing my crown, my solar plexus & wings too
Tears pouring out of nowhere, a holy hole near the edge of my eyes, strange river runs blue
Sad to say, you can run out of the flow, it’s a sorrow and joy thing, you know like I know, son
Breeds of Hu Man, Dog, Fish, Snake & Bird can keep the whole shebang in gear, in revolution.
Blowing the air through the holes, some small & others not so tiny, it sounds like love of life
It’s the way it’s always going to be from now until the end of eternity, both a husband & wife
Shared until forgotten the shared again, forgotten again, ad infinitum, how long it takes, chill
Whiskey, ale and the buds of Mary for all, grade, higher education, PhD in my divine free Will
Berries, nuts, BBQ’d dead meat, jerky and leftover anserine for the cats and dogs of the wars
Minced the rest for the pancakes, prisoners of peace breaking bread with prisoners of battles
Missing limbs, missing minds to the shell-shock of mothers of all bombs & their kinfolk debt
But in the end, as above, so below, you weren’t here before & won’t be after, special effect.
‘Crazy on me & you’ mixes into the elixir of Valhalla where Viking & VI queen meet for Ends
Before it began it was always going to end, inevitable as Earth’s spins & revolution sins’ bends
Allow introductions because nobody gets out of this life alive, know the unknown as yourself
Piles of trials presented & resolved, soft, sweet, she’s my glass of wine, “I” bloods on a shelf.
Drunk on bloody alcohol, operated as a good surgeon would, cuttin’ & stitchin’ for the One
Spirit wants health and no pain, it’s arranged by the Karma measure, do unto others is fun
Getting the happiness emanating out of the mean & evil ones is better than being all spent
Survival havin’ fun, keepin’ our bones free to roam, letters from gaol or prison, never sent.
Better than all of the rest, I never lie except when lives depend on my words, then I’m One
Weaver of blind faith beliefs as if God things really happened, as above, so below, it’s done
Speakin’ and singin’ right from the heart, beats every second, every minute, every day too
Asleep at the wheel, on the way to work, I fell asleep, I crashed into a tree, Fuck, I’m Blue!
by
r j j stephan, i
c. Samedhi, IX-XX-MMXXV
Anno Domini @ 711 AMPST
{ Gilded this piece of work, Pulitzer material while jammin’ in a loop to @BlakeShelton #HONEYBEE on youTube link @ https://youtu.be/xZjosn2u1gA?si=1BjwtSGeeSO0XkLZ }
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