I AM LIVING WITHOUT YOU TOO AD INFINITUM

BLOOD BLUE BUGATTI

LOATHING MIDNIGHT’S BURNED CHEEK, LOCK THE DOOR, ALL TWO HUMANS, FROZE FIRE

I am the cold in your bed, ghost in your sheets, hush in your heart, immersed herd

Essence did not precede existence, proof deduced from tight ends of trophy wives

Whatever you & I have been, wheatworm & some other upper GI critters in turds

Songs so sung, understood the opine to the dead air’s frequency modulation jive.

Whether the action of the causes & effects appear or not, their essences remain

As above, so below it should be & if it isn’t below, it isn’t above at all, that’s insane

Dreaming isn’t actually anything more than a chimera entertained by ennui scoop

Fearlessness at the moment of realization that you’re all alone in the cosmic soup.

At some point, we both vanished, our life’s headed for a hollow ending, a solo mio

Nobody after you die will do more than burn, bury or dump you in the sea, Bozo

I don’t mean to be disrespectful, maybe my Id does but we’re not in synch as a rat

Will be by the time slumbering comes to eyes brown, green, blue or blind as a bat.

Sucked the air out of the misfits forum, aborted fetus heap, ion pile of God’s DNA

All too human, every single one, spirit gestation on Day One, souls immersed RNA

Colors from red to purple, between the blues, reds, oranges & yellows, high & low

Left it all behind so I double-backed again, tears forgot your name, needed a blow.

In midstream as I flowed downstream, Lapis Lazuli drivin’ my blue Maserati blow

Up & down the country roads of the backwood foothills where wise men don’t go

Trouble is, sudden death has neither warning nor apology for the function of High

Mothers abandoned the data download, fathers were absentee & lived on the fly.

Mega billion to spend on the poor, unfortunate victims being taken to the cleaners

Nevermore will anyone be mine, someone will be yours & you’ll be all of the fears

That you’ll recover from your coma & return to Original Sin, our reward for Apple

Of being on your side, with your blissful experience of meeting & being my ol’ Pal.

Hold it up to the light so you & everyone who is blind can see the matter in utero

Came out of nowhere, serve & consume in perpetuity, no reason to, “Ruh-Roh!”

Too divine to be so human, lucky to have been conceived and thrived for decades

Time forever is never more, if I could, I would but I can’t, I won’t drink Kool-Aid’s.

Mark my words, recall them at the right time in a right place, signify it’s The Word

Hating is the matter, haters run their programs on the matrix, as a red Tweety bird

Funky has the handle on the funk that’s unclaimed by the proper author, up again

High as a kite that broke its tether to my hand-held clothespin & disappeared Zen.

by

r j j stephan, i

c.  Jeudi August 6^th MMXXV Anno Domini  @0800 AMPST

{ Shot this gem from the #QuickDraw of the #GeneralStore while jammin’ to @EttaJames  #AGAIN on a loop link @ https://youtu.be/5m2wquwSesw?si=wuCUFX6gDqXIj-qr }

F I N I S

W.W.A.R.D.?

PETE ROSE CHARLIE HUSTLE #LetHimIn #BETSaMillionDollarsOnRose #Nonsense #IfIHadAMillionDollars

UNCONDITIONAL CONJOBS

The end of the story begins with actors absent from action, drop-out beatniks

For the love of ease that parents required, kids kicked out at 17 + or – for clicks

Cell phones, i-phones, android phones, laptops, tablets, you’re all beatin’ a drum

Trippin’ on dozens of scenarios and conspiracy theories to solve the conundrum.

Matter & energy are two mental constructs out of synch, nothing more than zero

Of microbes onto the major animated mortals, all were One, related by a big bang

In the finale is embedded an epilogue to remark from an unconditional anti-hero

Mind is clear, enhanced by caffeine & CBD, watched the world spin as you rang.

Embedded RNA has no regard for good or evil, it’s a natural selection for inner life

Keep the Truth close to your vest, nobody gets out of living & hence remains alive

Dead as a doornail, mind torn by a jagged sky due to the brain chemistry soul hole

Innocent & fairly imbecilic activity I’ve metabolized, all to make a model on a roll.

Fair or unpleasantly bias to the point that you just want to disown the species as is

Don’t even think about the robberies & murders of the most unfortunate citizens

Honesty is such a lonely word because it hurts to lie, hurts the heart, a deep blow

Disengage the culture’s hold on me & you this way, ready, get set & go, nuke glow.

Tricks are on you not on the perpetrator of said deceptional scenarios of dreams

Become the receiver of the holy grail, open #MAGA innocent magician schemes

Nerves are the cause of nervousness, I knew, I attributed it all to Beelzebub’s den

Like it or not, Truth is Wisdom’s knowledge, a kind of peculiar music drones on.

Bins full of rancid air left over from the exhaling, naked apes with flags of liberty

Skeletons of Davey Jones above ground, all good through Life & millennial exegesis

Stretching the extremities and contracting the species for saving the universe’s ass

It’s either expanding or collapsing without the Will of naked apes & a holy trinity.

Mere mortals and the finite other atomic miracles of the Big Bang will not emerge

From the battle of the wavelengths & frequencies both high & low, God’s dip-dirge

Fear you’ll not see the light of day nor the darkness of twilight zones, it is as is too

It’s all supposed to be air, land & sea, as is, Earth host of sapiens’ lapis lazuli blue.

Pieces of recollections all scattered throughout Matter in the skull, magic spells

Conjured by the unembodied spirits imagined to be everywhere above & below

Us & them, it’s been that way since the family elders formed the innocents’ flow

Hurting the pleasure center to run out of the power to animate atoms rung bells.

Bills without justification won’t be paid, show me proof, I’ll show you the money

Pray, chant, hope there’s a power above humanity to serve Justice to the Many

Rock and roll the thing around the ellipse as long as the inner spirit doesn’t lapse

Trippin’ at the party, LSD was in the bowl of punch, I drank 3 cups, signified raps.

For whom we allow the benefit of Science & Mythology, bona fortuna en masse

Most won’t ever know, almost everybody can’t handle the Truth, I get a day pass

Nightmares last forever until the ending path results in going back to begin again

Like Sisyphus goin’ up & down a mountain in perpetuity, you’ll do in acute pain.

by

r j j stephan, i

c. Lundi, August 4th MMXXV Anno Domini @ 111 PMPST

{ Drafted while jammin’ to #RealLove by @TheBeatles on youTube link @ https://youtu.be/yrY6rybBQTU?si=dbm6AmX54JLPD_0Z }

F I N I S

W.W.A.R.D.?

#ShatAndItDontRollDownHill #Abracadabra #SteveMiller @LadyGaga #TheEagles #TheDreamsOver #TheHotelCalifornia #ZZTop @MarvinGaye #AintThatPeculiar

DOG'S IN THE HUNT, JUKE JOINT

If I didn't know better I would have fallen for the parlor trick

You asked me if I wanted two tickets to paradise, I took a lick

Nothing personal, Origin of a universe but you know me, kid

I have nil time on Ma Earth to pick sides ala Ego and the Id.

Time is now, I’ll say what ain’t in your mind, you want candy

Then your will qualifies for a proper effect to the first cause

Signify once and you’ll get the picture of how it’s going to be

Today 'til you slumber & on to infinity, all of y'all & The Boss.

Conditions were unconditional but Liberty has “Mitt” cuffs

Goddess of Nothing is the end of consciousness, life Tic-Toc

Watching and listening to feel, smell & taste the objectives

Forms of all shapes & sizes, midget to giant, all too human.

What do you want for free? It’s all non-gratis & you don’t tip

Hence, imagine the day you die, that’s why life needs your lip

Sarcastic jibs and jabs to wake up the sleeping kids & friends

Of being alive and involved in the mix, I just wanna rock Sins.

Not my fault Life all began on day 1, I have a moment to be

I can spot a liar from six feet away, I ain’t lyin’ so believe me

Echoing a song that remains the same, rain or shine we dive

Better to be alive than the alternative, lonely or not, Arrive.

Ghost in your bones or at least under the skin in the blood

Somewhere it came from a Big Bang or mythological Flood

Specially originated by a Oneness, reverent father’s member

UFO or divine origin, bottom line, fortune is for you and her.

It’s today or tomorrow down the line some century, it is One

Imagine the end of YOUR world not THE WORLD, OK, my son

You jump ahead to that day, see blackness 360 degrees, It is

Every subject, predicate and object gets a jump from the jizz.

Holy factoid, get lucky and live obeying golden rules or else

Regulating behavior of untrained humans and dogs of war

It is all done as above and so it is below, order & law of hells

Back down from the power & you’ll exit life as a slave owner.

Wise-arse hominid excavated from the archeological damage

Earthquakes from the orbital degradation of the electronics

Electrons can’t be live long without doin’ what they do to be

At one as the host, with or without being in or way out there.

Brilliant to be on the bright side with the darkness, we good?

Fear and loathing come & go like seasons change, too human

Yet there’s no alternative other than death, hence enjoy It all

Which is the way it goes, be happy to Be, it’s a GIFT, God Ball.

Day after you die, you’ll have no access to recollection, egad

Certain people are born to live & die for no reason, god bless

Other certain people get the luck of the draw, Reason for Life

To be or not to be is One question, another is WTF is up, doc?

Preachers, priests, yogis, do necessary conditioning, hot dam

Operations on innocents & naïve resolve the need to deceive

Whether it’s supernatural or an act of natural selection, I am

God knows Wisdom’s oneness, lead for gold nugget retrieve .

Realize the nothing but the Truth so help you God or aliens

What it is, what it’s always been forever before today, Sins

Against your maker, creator of your own conception, mates

Dressed for battle not ceremony, names, numbers, 1st dates.

High jinxed for the cash, nobody fools for free, court jesting

In comedy clubs for the laughter at the shit people do living

Mothers & the fathers put this place in Space to get y’all high

Even if this was the twilight zone, if you don’t live, you’ll die.

Dive down from the 10-meter-high dive, jackknife a slice off

Of fear and loathing the heights above the river flow, jagoff

Dim the hot lights, died in a crash into rocks, no blackbirds

Couldn’t glide, gumdrop like a boulder, I smile at my words.

by

r j j stephan, i

c. Dimanche, August 3rd MMXXV AD @ 1010 AMPST

{ Jammed this gem while listenin’ to 93.7 The River on youTube link @ https://937theriver.iheart.com/ }

F I N I S

W.W.A.R.D.?