#YoureNotNormalRich means I'm glad I'm not you but you you should be like me! Like, wow man! #WTF knew? #GTFOffMyCloud

FOREVER IS LONGER THAN LOVERS THOUGHT

Once awakened by the firing of neurons during the alpha-beta-cappa state of being unconscious

Full moon arose as if it was always there but I was not, I moved but the moon stayed above US

Not only this one moon but all of the moons that come and go, all too mortal, we flip you the bird

This creature feature could be worse than Romeo and Juliette, not just a stage play of The Word.

Milk from the goats and cows and your mothers, if you got the first teat or never did, someone did

Now and then, here and now, there and then takes care of three dimensions of Space out of Time

After the effect of One heart and brain failing to respond to stimuli of Presence-formed matter

Inside the First Cause of the first movement, exploding atom of Hydrogen or just gods got higher.

So, this is why the friars and priests tried to stop the questions about why and how you know it all

Blind faith of the poor and the lonely will get you favors, free food, free shelter, free love & a bawl

So you can spread your wings among the flock and be a part of the many who believe a want's a need

It ain't, life is an avoidance of pain and suffering until your last breath, alive for the sensation to breed.

Duplicating the copies of the real thing for fictional reasons, logical arguments to remain ignorant

False narratives leading to #FakeNews and the story that can NEVER be corroborated even to you

A reasonable man or woman, deduces the identical conclusions if assuming the Truth is proved true

I know nothing more or less than anyone else, I can read, nobody wrote it down, it's a mystery too!

Play around on the stage and see if you get the same impression, maybe you won't so let me know

Manana or the next, I will wait until you get jiggy with the amigos who know less than I do, monks

Cutting to the chase, in the library just pick the last book under the Z's, fall asleep there to dream on

Ending's an inevitable finale worth waiting for amigos, foes, ancestors go, hear my heart drummin'!

I run the shows on the continental shelves and then I fade away into the darkness to search for a star

Where the light is, that's where I want to be, where it's warm and I can exist, to be alive I love by far

Nothing bad about being a corpse or a lost soul without a body roaming in the ether, it's not for me

It appears that My Way is the only way I will be, it's in the DNA, mine, for you it's not, I'm so sorry.

Yet, to comprehend that it's not over until it's really all over, you have a micro-chance at change

All Matter and Form are this, Man you know Woman, Woman you know Man!  Come on Man!

Function of calculus in trigonometric inequality with the Milky Way, laugh, bulls-eye Singularity

Now you know Nothing, more than you got laid down before today, "Now go forth young lady!"

Been a starter on the bench, been a bench player on the starting eleven, game on, it's over when it is

Board of squares in and out of the bounds of reason and logic, remaining sane while being insane

Day after day for the finite moments allotted either for a purpose or none at all, just random jazz

Miracle that we even got conceived much less live to be a hundred or three, heaven got #Grass?

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r j j  stephan, i

c.  Lundi, Blowvember 30th, 2020 Anno Domini @ 3:33 AMPST

{ Blasted out the Void for an hour and a minute, while listenin' to @TheRollingStones concert link @ https://youtu.be/crcS0rg1OJM }

<3 <3 <3

FINIS

W.W.A.R.D.?

PUNKS, GENII & THE ONE I WAS, AM & WILL BE IN PERPETUITY! #BOOMoutGOtheLights @PatTravers @RareEarthBand #MA #WhoIsGog @LosLonelyBoys @EricChurch @Santana @BBKing

WORST DEATH EVER, DON'T JUMP!

Monks and genii provide the matrix for the acts that move toward inevitable, fake wig hair

Always was and will be the only thing that is, itself everything, so, not a thing in particular

Amazing and less than final, the End is when the curtain falls and I turn into a holy wraith

Then eyes wide open without seeing anything should be the leftover con of a blinded faith.

To believe in what the pious and enculturated members of the whole shebang sing & shout

That's right to be or not to be on the left or in the nucleus' tabernacle of the Void, girl scout

I mean the cookies, not the actual little sisters & now mothers who raised us know the score

We came swaddled in terrycloth to be blinded by spotlights and hot incubator intel simulator.

That is what I know, not much, little more than nothing at all but it could be worse, in spades

Fat Violet used us all from the day we got let loose from the schools' professorial nuns' fade

Teaching us that we're all animals but we pretend we're not, just means we're animate the gown

Of bones and muscles keepin' the wisdom and knowledge to lie like a rug until you lay down.

Jerkin' the chains gettin' some Lincolns and Benjamins to let them take a fifth while slam One

A fifth or more every week and my liver started being a place for the pain and suffering of fun

In the dream when the gorillas mobbed your front and back doors, you screamed for your pops

He came in thinking I was being kidnapped by the bogeyman, it was only my imaginary props.

Mobs rule the yard sticks for miles of piles that used to stank, a wet @Pampers baby food scam

Changing the pampered hind ends as if it's my job, everybody avoided the scent of holy stinkers

Bread brought home from the blood, sweat and tears that flowed down from volcanic eruptors

In and out of the drop zone of misery, with or without you being the form of the matter, I Am.

Finally a reprieve at a musical orchestration of the minutia in and out of my head, out your mind

Minced meat and the things that make up the minions who live in dark caves' artificial stop sign

Apes mimicking the party and the ending of the beginning, just before the fall to sleep, I'll sing

Shining the shoes in the corner bar for a few pennies, a nickel, a dime or a buck, not my thing.

Morphed the 208 bones into the ash thrown into the sea with the rest of the liquid gas, God H2O

Where we come from and without which we don't have a clue how to survive, empty space's hole

Nobody goes there and if they do, there's no reincarnation to come back, it's One and you're done

Frontman and the backup keep it all in the middle where the love and glory pretend, This is fun!

Remember what your mama told you to do when you meet stranger?  Run fast, run deep patterns

Only the physical, mental & the psychic, can roll the rocks around in the dark without lanterns

Random collisions for no reason at all other than just because, it thinks y'all are so very pretty

Not only is this a valid deductive argument but also it is the Truth, if and only if you're chitty.

Pure silk and emptiness in a Big Idea, slips the Superego and the Id into up-down Time in Space

On the surface, in the air or underground down to the core, the center of all there is, mom's face

All the baby can see is mama, all mama can do is hope the baby will grow up and go far away

From the danger that awaits around every bend of the road, every corner of a block's gangway.

At night, darkness rules the brave and the bold who hide behind locked doors and bolted windows

Mighty bold when you think someone's got your back until you find out the Truth, to be or not be

Grown older than a hundred trips around the sun and the younger ones have all been dead and gone

All alone in the dream's conflagration, talkin' about somebody who doesn't care 'bout a new i-phone.

On the points where the sharp one's will jab you until you cut them off, you need them to conclude

That premises of any argument are mere assumptions & not absolutely true beyond logic's doubt, um

One more chance, just one more and that will be all this time, it's the End of the millennia, #GetBack

Shots fired without cannons or rifles, dead in a dream's kaboom!  All agog, my head's like All Black.

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r j j  stephan, i

c.  Sunday, Blovember 29th, 2020 Anno Domini @ 6:66 PM PST

{  Drafted while listenin' to @EricChurch #HITS on youTube links it up @ https://youtu.be/usGv0gB2zEU }

FINIS

W.W.A.R.D.?

#LesEnfants #AlphaMale #OmegaFemale & #MOI #GetReady #TheShadowKnows #ProfessoriVoidTank #DeadHeading

SHADOWS ARE NOT STAINS IN YOUR DREAM, YOU'RE THE SHADOW

Knowing that it's always just a kiss and a shout away from my presence, well it's shelter comfort

Feeling safe and secure in the darkness with your back up against a rock wall, fire too hot to abort

Keeping the light hot and bright to keep the idiots and morons who fear the Fire, fear of the One

Pumping the oil, the black gold up out of the grounded stardust, the chafe of the second, holy sun.

Midnight or high noon, going from the center of nothing to the outer edge of everything, it's so good

You couldn't imagine this in your wildest dreams, you know the thing, where you fear your pretension

Don't even want to think about it, can't entertain the notion, the category is complex, simple minded

Now I'm going out on a bamboo limb, away from my home, my house, my security, gonna be so dead.

I really prefer to live forever, to be or not to be immortal?  I choose the immortal, to be the Black Hole

Deeper than the Singularity that can't be imagined, a stretch of the imagination shrinking into one soul

Moms & dads didn't know, their parents never told them because they'd no idea either, rays of a gamma

My mother's mother used to tell me that "Monkeys see & monkeys do!"  Quote me, "love yo' gramma!"

Function of the calculus is the answer to the philosophical and mathematical conundrum of why I am

Not that I exist but WHY did I get this chance to be conscious, here and now for a spell, a magic One

I don't know how this was conjured up, magic cauldron mixed into this concoction of the royal scam

Everybody but me was in on it and everybody's got to go when I do, it's ain't my fault, it's God's damn.

Steel and molten rock and stardust rollin' down from mountains full of lava, inner secret of rare Earth

Planetary rocks blown out of the smithereens of a mighty, white dwarf or red giant infinite, timed birth

Must be the musk on my skin, going up through the olfactory sense to the mind's eye in god's brainstem

Where the anomaly resides in peace until the Magnetic Resonance Image reveals the brutal Truth hymn.

Stories told and recollected for the Wisdom, inner DNA and RNA are empty words of a Black Star hit

Upsetting to discover your personal bit of the cosmic expression you sense in five or less, it's ESP chit

Always once in a while but forever, for eternity and a day, tomorrow and yesterday are It, matter's form

Opened wide to let it all hang out, everyplace in Space 360 degrees from original sin, I Am the Worm.

Tears of the punks started this river of mud & blood, crossed the crevasse over Babylon, intrepid Heel

Gods came up from the equator and down from the south and north poles, imaginary places for Real

Monkeys, apes, humanity and what we drank and ate, recycled for the Earth Mother, work without pay

Because we had to get out of the diapers, wet and stank of the dead, spoiled scat refused by a Sun's ray.

Middle of a dream, swirling, naked Truth, Wisdom's dusty Knowledge, silent boy's man-sized room

Comes like chunks of undigested Death and Destruction, refused by the gods, sent back to the doom

Wasted the Time in Space for a moment, maybe a century precisely in the middle of the dots' autofill

Cattle and swine, here before the cosmic scene rattled the tombstones of all gratefully dead, road kill.

Cause of this here and that there effect is the mystery we pretend to know but it's an educated guess

Based on the present facts which are slim or none, using deduction and induction to reap the success

Of a mouse & a man and a woman, creeping in & out of the corners where angels fear to go all alone

Gratitude for the experience, in sickness & health, it's a dip into a deep Void, a bum's shredded bone.

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r j j  stephan, i

c.  Dimanche, Blovember 29th, 2020 Anno Domini @ 5:55 AMPST

{  Jammed out of my hind end while listenin' to a cornucopia of jazzy rocks @Carlos_Santana #Europa on youTube link @ https://youtu.be/JAsfAuvFvh8 & @RareEarthBand #GetReady (long version) link @ https://youtu.be/Yan9WilVmEg?t=1 on the LP! }

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